TODAY

my dear CLAIRE, i am sorry. thanks for the sms, but i still have to say:

I AM SORRY ALL OF YA! -i guess i were just pure tired.

-msning with DARYL from SP now. not elaborating.

hmm. gavan had a talk with the vp. shall not elaborate unless he gives me permission but it's nothing big. =)) he promised.

studies have been quite slack and yet quite drilling. it's more like one day of drilling next day slack and it goes on and on, so my brain is not working quite right at some time.

i had a literature presentation today. i supposed it was qutie good as i were not nervous at all. weird. maybe it's choir that helped me gain confidence in this kind of stuffs. yays!

to that PIGGY from bendemeer. happy belated birthday, DARYL. i wanted to make a phonecall to ya, but ya know what happened, boy. please appreciate my morning calls/smses! XD

okays. back to this. i know i have been quite down this few days. i've been trying to kill the thoughts but it just keeps coming back.

i promise claire and all, i will be fine. I WILL BE FINE.

look at me, nothing will be wrong. nothing, at all.

and, even if the smiles becomes fake, i will still smile. cause, i have you all by my side.

______________ promise.